21YearsOld

hi! me... how are you?! there are a lot of thing happened..
Dream..
Heart..
Love..
Experience..
Academic..
Achievement..
Life..

you know what? I almost 21.. that's a huge number, right? and 3 years later I'll be marriage someone..
build a family.. make a new book of life..
share my life with..
but.. honestly, I can't find my soulmate yet..

I felt so empty..and lost..

I don't be my self this time..help me out please..
I want to be free.. being "me"..


I want to see the world.. the whole world..

walk into the little path called journey..
run into the road called dream..
fall into the waterfall called experiences..

if life is about how much comfy you run it, did I feel that yet?
if love is about how simple you can make it perfect, did I make it yet?

Allah, please show me the truth, I better get hurt now..

Allah, if find someone who have a same purpose of life, love me just the way I am with all of my simply appearance and complete the pieces of my puzzle heart is just the thing I want, please show me what I really needed for my life..

I have right to choose my life.. I have right to be happy, haven't I?

I wish my 21 is beautiful.. ;)